Oh, every artist started painting with references. We all mimic from nature and then we decide to add something else with those objects that we copy and then we evolve to drawing things straight from our imagination. That's why I understand what you do for now and did my best to make you understand that here on Steemit is not like a regular social media because we are earning rewards from what we post... so careful with posting art from references. ^^ You will get there someday.