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When I was younger

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When I was younger
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When I was younger
To be happy was so easy
Never had no worries
never thought too deep
Now everyday feels the same
There’s no good and no bad
There’s only pain
Only anxiety instead
Instead of the life I dreamed of
Instead of who I wanted to be
I’m someone else now
But no one seems to see
Everything appears like heaven
But in reality I’m going through hell
I’m asking myself
When will I get well?
I have everything I need
But I’m still not satisfied
What do I have to seek
What do I have to try?
People say life’s worth living
But what do I live for?
I used to love life
But I don’t do anymore
Is this depression
Or is it only in my head?
Whatever it is
It feels worse than death
And if this only a phase,
When will it end?
I wanna start living life
Before my life ends.