FIFTEEN years after Merlyn Getty Gunawan resting together in quaint little inn few lodging beds they've ever flown. It doesn't check the adoration they once delighted in bed, as well as in the room wherever you think they are sheltered and helpful to do as such. Such a great amount for the adjacent Merlyn with Gunawan so he retained every last bit of his body against it sehapal all alone body. He knows about any progressions regardless of what occurs in the body Gunawan, running from little significantly more significant changes. Sacks under the eyes of an undeniably clear in spite of Gunawan ever determined mute with cucumber cuts on demand Merlyn, who progressively stretched stomach, until a couple quills nose Gunawan brightened concern Merlyn when the man nodded off after a drained shag.
In the event that the nose hairs are short and covered up in a little opening and still looks dim Getty Merlyn, would have been amazing on the off chance that he overlooked the few strands of silver hair that started to embellish the head Gunawan. Merlyn had never observed it in any of their most private harmony however, it is said again when he went with Gunawan breakfast or just drove up to the entryway patio when the man left for work. His consideration was not on top of the head Gunawan, but rather to the man's heart. Though when they have intercourse, Merlyn mind meandering some place.
Merlyn did not consider it something that is intemperate or preposterous with a couple strands of silver hair had gotten away from his notice. He helps the acknowledgment to remember a few companions before this. A companion of his had quite recently understood her navel over the temple following 11 years they settle down. Different companions don't have the foggiest idea about the mole covered up in the most personal piece of her better half. The last is by Merlyn over the top since he supposes she didn't do anything to satisfy her significant other before they combine into a solidarity loaded with clamor.
Both of the above cases, as indicated by Merlyn, conversely with the white hair silver hair since it doesn't show up from birth Gunawan as the navel at the highest point of the temple.
Merlyn did not find the gray hair, but that's what it's gray morning when he went into the bathroom and Gunawan was there with a white towel wrapped around his waist. "It turns out that I'm old," he told himself as he stood before the mirror foggy, parting the hair is thick, straight to slightly close the earlobe. Merlyn was not concerned with the recognition that because Gunawan already 46 years old. Precisely outrageous if he did not realize ketuaannya thus acting like a teenage boy when he saw the young girls out there. When Gunawan turned and bowed his head in front of Merlyn's face while asking his white hair plucked, once that Merlyn was pleasantly surprised. Unconsciously, she took a few steps up his back against the wall. His face was pale face similar people who had just met the most frightening thing in his life.
For Merlyn, something scary was not a ghost because he never saw it though strongly believe the creature exists. He has been through periods full of ghosts, but never once did see though it may be precisely ghost viewing it. Ghosts of the river, ghost horse, ghost flames, ghost gold, kind of ghost at that time, but Merlyn only heard their names. When her father and mother began to frequently go to hit him, he always look forward to seeing the ghost of anything that would take her and two sisters away. The three of them often bathed in Kapuas groove when it was high tide of the log as the boat. Adults who deforest there scare with ghost stories crocodiles prey on young children so that they immediately withdrew. Merlyn and her siblings actually played there until dusk so the ghost crocodile came and brought them into the world of crocodiles. However, the ghost crocodile never comes, which comes just flood and mud that made her and her siblings nearly drowned. Until a few years after the crime, he had to regularly go to the doctor because their lungs polluted mud.
Merlyn Getty instead of regretting his decision to play in Kapuas when it was high tide, but wished he'd die. Twice already he invited death, but death was not approached as expected. After the death of that failed in Kapuas, life becomes more difficult. Her father never came home again, which later turned out to have been blurred with the girls after impregnating the young woman. Her mother worked in a plywood factory as unskilled laborers. He went in the morning and return late in the evening with the body fatigue. Getting tired of her mother worked, the more often he beat Merlyn and her siblings. Until then Merlyn sent to her aunt in Cilacap. Her aunt is the sister mama, but they are different from the father. Aunts husband worked as an employee of a national oil company, and successful enough so that two consecutive years become a model employee. They had two sons, but none were born from the womb aunt. Merlyn thought hell was over when he was sent to Cilalap, but it was there that he discovered the true hell of the behavior of two children's aunt was supposed to be his cousin, also from the behavior aunt and even more than her husband.
Both cousins were often menjamahi growing body when the parents are not at home. One of them later received a leading college in Yogya and was very grateful for Merlyn. However, hell is not over because another cousin already mastered Merlyn feel alone. When Merlyn Getty ventured to fight, only one physical resistance and the threat of a complaint to the police, his cousin was stopped for good. "One time only you dare touch me again, we'll see you in court!"
Merlyn high school sophomore at the time. Blooming-flowering of the Banjar and Chinese blood flowing in his body slender and proportionate. The advantages that are tempting to touch his uncle to start just after his second stop. At first only in the hand when he asked for help Merlyn. After that the usual, rose to the cheek and then down again to the hips and dared to climb back into the chest. Merlyn fear that touches it will fall back to another part, become reality. Every morning, his uncle got up at dawn and slipped into her room. He banned Merlyn lock the door. "Do not ever tell anyone, especially aunt!"
Merlyn did not dare to reply to this threat, as he did to his cousin. Complain to the angel would not have believed that the man who became the public figure do indecent acts. Uncle used his influence in order to be free to do anything against him. People around a lot of respect. Merlyn could see on the big days such as Eid, a police official in Cilacap, prosecutors, and judges, often a visit to the home. The threat of "we'll see you in court" did not seem to apply to avenge his uncle impertinence.
One man's habit is to ask for help Merlyn to pluck his gray, or no wife at home. When his aunt at home, the work was not too scary. Once his aunt outside, that's the opportunity to fondle her uncle when his hands were busy looking gray. Two hands working together, one gray and the other seeking seeking pleasure. The climax, when the aunt was not at home, uncle raped her. That was the worst day of his life so desperate slicing Merlyn pulse with a broken bottle.
When the aunt came home and saw him bathed in blood, just scolded her uncle confessed because it was caught was in a pool with friends boyfriend. His uncle's right, the day before he was found in a pool table for hours of study with a number of fellow students. They often skipped school and the first time it was found. Merlyn was a child in the house was quiet, but at school he was stubborn. "Maybe that's why he committed suicide," said the uncle no panic whatsoever. Even when he was brought to the hospital Merlyn, he had whispered in her ear, "You idiot. Already I gave a paradise world, you actually want to go to hell. Suicide is a major sin, you know! "Her uncle did not speak about the law menzinahi own nephew.
Uban that is the door of hell for Merlyn. After receiving treatment, he ran away from home and become mistress of an aristocrat in Malaysia. They split up two years later and Merlyn met with her status as a widow and a widower with one Gunawan. Before getting married, she had told all her past to the man, except the gray matter of his uncle. Not expected gray hair on the head Gunawan has reopened a secret past that has been buried deep.
"I do not want to see gray hairs on your head!" Said Merlyn as he spun around and out of the shower.
"I am old, already deserve gray. You can not resist nature. "
Gunawan could still be heard saying that before he actually disappeared from the bathroom. Merlyn not refuse Gunawan be old, do not reject the white hairs growing in the nostrils or elsewhere. However, Merlyn did not want to see the gray hair on the head of Gunawan. He wants to gray it turns black or he will run away from home when Gunawan force to pull them out