I love the this line

But knowing myself is for sure.
I don't want to harm anyone surely.
I don't want to hate anyone surely.

I rather let you be.
Than to let myself be.

I was like "let me be the one to took the pain rather than anyone,I will just keep it all to myself rather than spill out to anyone because it is what it is ".

Thank you for this inspiring poems you made it is reflected on my current situation that even I lost myself it's okay because at least I don't anyone involved on my struggles 🥰🌻😊. Keep safe my friend virtual hugs from the other side of the world