So crazy... I didn't have to leave my country because of a war, but I had to leave my life behind because of the pandemic, so your words resonate a lot with me! Thanks for sharing! I couldn't stop reading it too! To stop overthinking what I do is all the effort I can to be in the present moment. It's not easy, but when I can, it's really helpful! Keep writing also, I believe it will bring you some clarity about what you want to do with your life and the ways you can move toward it! And for sure, no matter where you are, you'll make your dreams happen! Just be in the present moment and your path will open to you!