Yesterday, I was driving until I am out of petrol. Luckily my father came to save me. The dashboard did not even show a sign that the oil is almost finished. No blinking at all. That is the first time I ran out of oil.
The cloud looks quite beautiful and the beautiful view accompanied us while waiting.
Today I am waiting for the lorry that buy used metal to come. Hopefully I can earn a little bit more for the car. The struggle continues but I am not as frustrated as before.
A friend of mine said, "It's better to use all the time of being stress to think of a solution. Drowning in stress will not help to solved a problem."
He gave me a better way to cope with my stress. I keep wondering when can I gwt out of my own struggles or at least have lesser but then it only made me more frustrated to think about.
I am not losing hope and not going to give up also, for I believe I can change this lifestyle in the near future. I have been saying this for few years already but I have faith that this time, it will be a different. Pray for me.
