Decent rest up times! Feel clearer and better than when the beginning of the weekend started out. This next week should go well. I don't think it will be all too stressful. Should be able to focus on the music just fine. Work out more ideas. Taken awhile to feel balanced, feeling better. The music, the social, the synchronicities are giving me some direction. Good groove to feel like you can just go with it, comes natural like.
Wow, actually feel pretty good. I was getting my own trip and the current cultures cultish trip lol as well. I found later as I was growing up with a parent experiencing psychosis and very afraid that there were these bands making darker music like dark wave and industrial. That makes me feel allot better to know that, plus most of the bands gave up most drugs to continue making the music today. Amazing, I survived the Divorce Generation. Makes me feel like something to celebrate. The celebration is finding more of a direction. I could possibly tell stories well if I can brew them up in some form.
I think I'm always going for a vibe, the right ambient, to craft aesthetic of mood. The histories and embellishments are becoming more apparent. I'm thinking, hmmm, I could weave an interesting version of a story out of that. With music I gotta smarten up by dumbing it down, play actual songs on acoustic guitar with lyrics then transpose them to electronic if I wish. There's a seasoned underground musician who hinted at that recently. I'm thinking wow, yea this can be allot of fun. Keep it simple and real.
So now it's just, trail blaze on. The most fun is experimentation, getting out of my head for a sec. Uh oh, don't go to over board haha, don't want to forget who I am or what I'm writing about. There are other underground groups that are hungry to say NO to hate, that is a really great sign I'm noticing lately too. I feel with that vibe okay I can play a part too. People growing and healing together recognizing the hardship of an out of sync society.
Alright well uh, go to bed time now. I will get back, clear the head, then come back.
