What is going on? Is it Mercury Retrograde again!? Hehe that's what it is. The new spring sun is making me feel sensitive. I think I should avoid the trending/hot pages on steemit. Stay off of Facebook. Starting to feel vulnerable, so yea don't want to lose my spirit. Instead I should get out there. I can always document what I'm doing and simply share it here. I don't have to go onto pages. I just might find somewhere to go for a walk and not think.
I'm good. I think I will just meditate. Take a the Cosmic Joke a bit at a time. Much is frivolous acting out. No real opinions only a facsimile of one. A way of hiding out. On my meditation journey I will be not be hiding out. I will be working being okay with being sensitive while not exaggerating to myself. The exaggeration is a way to put off or shrug off the issue. Most arguments just go nowhere. Unless there is a backer to the boast then it's just a cartoon. Some kind of charades.
Calming down and being okay with yourself by not lying to yourself. I can handle the sensitivity if I can get the mood right. Set my own standard. Stop worrying about other peoples stories and their arguments, finger pointing, all the while standing on the sidelines. Not really doing nothing. Just calling people names. Yea, I can stay away from that right now. I don't need to hear it or be around it.
Okay now on with the mission! There is much potential and greatness in store, no negative distraction can sway me from. Some people won't like it. They will be upset while I'm having some fun or dealing with what's uncomfortable. Still yea, if it's not fun it's not working. I will have to formulate my own humour. A humour that isn't really funny. Where your not judging someone on their taste but on their attitude. Those kinda jokes. The Cosmic Joke isn't really funny but it is hearty!