Whoa yea! Made it through another time of life!! Another warmer day where I drove around running some errands, some chores were done around home, watched a cartoon, went shopping for food supply. Decent and normal haha. In the back of the mind still scheming dealing with demons. Somehow I feel better after it all. Drop any worry of stagnation, finding the regeneration with some intension too. Now I'm excited to play something, to try something. Try out what I could possibly do!
Still listening to the conspiracies, figuring the schizoid culture through my schizophrenia lite!! Cut through the tropes and stereotypes past the hype. Want to get to the real gripe hey!? Finding and re-figuring the strain of the turmoil and pollution of consumerism and all that. Just look around astounded at all the plastic packaging and products, seems colossal crazy and never-ending. Keep hearing of all these insects dying, flame retardants in products making people ill, the bad chemicals of plastic..how we are on the brink. Is there any sign any of this is stopping. Are they going to stop monoculture farming yet!? Or is it like the conspiracy says that industry is helping the cull ideal of of the sociopathic elite.
Help how can I get out of all this nonsense. Can I find something to focus on. Will I feel like a robot? I hope not. Will I be trapped indoors not knowing what to do with myself. Can't let the depression or obsession distraction get me. Don't let the rude smugger society brainwash me. I won't be assimilated. Stay creative. Remember who you are. Experiences don't lie. Life is real.
Okay cool, back to bed now. I will keep unleashing my mind. Keep pondering it all out. Work out the scripts and tones. The fun project is still in the sense of purpose. A let loose feeling. Back to ease, feeling more myself, can express the outrage in a safe and even fun way. I feel the inspiration to tell the story and give vibes going still. I can keep intact and be a beneficial character out there.
