Thanks for the reply. It has been one heck of mental game these past two years. And the fact that the pressure came from family and friends, as well as work, is in the purest sense extremely fascinating. Utilizing a person's circle of support against them to exert pressure, simply amazing. It's like living through that movie The Invasion of the Body Snatchers.

The pretending like nothing happened, that words were not spoken, that actions were not taken, that threats were not made, is rather bothersome. I too want to pretend that nothing happened, that all is well, but all is not well and this is far from over. My much younger cousin is still dead.

And every few weeks, I get word that someone I know is having strange ailments requiring extensive medical treatment. The latest is a 21 year old, the daughter of a friend, who recently spent two weeks in the hospital with an unknown neurological condition.

Yes, I get angry as well, often too angry. I learned long ago that uncontrolled anger is dangerous. I find that I spend far too much time just hanging around the house, working in the garden or roaming about scavenging logs for fire wood. I just don't want to be around the vaxxed too much. Especially when they start up with jokes about the pure bloods and how stupid we are.

I try to turn that anger into pity, it's as if they have been marked for death and destruction and do not even realize the harm. Land of the free and the Home of the brave? What the hell happened to us? Who has sown these seeds of destruction? For what purpose? What is the End Game?

Stay strong my friend and it is nice to know that we are not alone! We are many and our numbers grow daily. We are living testimony that something evil roams our lands.