Today's Painting #76 - Broken

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They asked me to be strong, to lead, to face problems for them, because they're too tired of this life.
They keep asking me to standing tall no matter what.
Don't cry...
Don't complain...
Yes, I do what they want, to forget my own feeling and lead the way.
But... can anybody see that I've grow so fragile?
The crack in my soul has became more obvious...
But, why nobody noticed it?
Some part of me keep telling me to stop forcing myself before I become completely broken...
But, I have to be strong...
I need to keep standing still...
I have to...
Oh how jealous I feel when I see someone crying over something silly...
I wish I can cry too... crying without any strong reason....
I wish I can show my flaws, my weakness.
But... I have to be strong.
Oh how jealous I feel when I see someone so broken just because a man don't love them back.
I don't have that privilege.
I have to be strong no matter what.
Don't shed a tear because of love,
Don't shed a tear because of a silly quarrel,
Don't shed a tear, because you're not a drama queen.

Hello there, how are you? Recently I'm thinking about how other people destroying someone without even realizing it. Yes, it's the word 'don't cry, you have to be strong', 'don't cry, don't be such a drama queen'. It's interesting how some people expecting others to be strong because 'you're strong'. I'm not sure what it means.

Anyway I just made a YouTube account Ukei cat if you wonder how to make this painting check out our channel. Anyway we're on instagram, our user name is ukeicat.

I start my painting journey since I join Steemit on August 2017, and somehow finally I find something what I love and I start paying more attention to painting, and now... I try something new.... YouTube!