In the last few years, I have lost both of my grandpas, my grandma, my uncle, my aunt, a little sister, a little brother, and even my darling, loving mother. Today, I realized I have to accept their deaths. I don't mean stop with my grieving... but to just accept that it all really did happen.
I want to stop being "surprised" by the aches in my heart for all these people. So here I am, older, deeper lines in my face, rougher, and not a care anymore about makeup. I am living my dream to exist and thrive in Unalakleet, to let myself be happy and content with the hardships of life. I am who I am, and I love her still! More than ever.
