I don't get it, why am I being so critical on myself? I tend to be overly critical on myself and it's killing me(when I think about it rationally). Why is the heart and the mind always having problem to be in tandem. I am going to sit for a MENSA test on 11 June. I am terrified that I am finally about to know whether I am a MENSA material. If I am not as smart as I think then I will be highly disappointed.
I am at the point in life where I am searching for my true purpose. I really dislike to be forced to socialized with people, I find the common people are boring and I rather save my energy for higher purpose. I don't get how people could live doing something they don't even enjoy. Sorry that you have to read my rant! Till then!
