Have you ever think about your purpose? Some know their purpose and some does not. I know some of the reason why I am born in this lifetime but I am not sure if I am doing my purpose, yet I know why I still exist because I still need to do my purpose.
Why I am thinking this way? I just had a recollection of my life after finding out that one of my favorite TikTok content creator died suddenly. She was a good dancer and she has a lot fans. Her name is Joyce Culla and she died of aneurism. I found this out late already. It happens that I was browsing TikTok and I saw a content with her name and the content has a coffin. It really scared me and realize that life is to short and you don't know what will happen to you the next day.
I made a recollection of my life and my purpose and that is what I want to share to you. I am not a Saint, I had mistakes, imperfections and sins, but somehow at the end of the day, I am a loving person to my loved ones. If I die soon, surely I will be remembered by a few of the people who love me. I can attest that there are only few people that will cry and say goodbye to me, but they are the best people in my life, no regrets. Below are the list of my purpose that I think I do good.
Being the Good Daughter
Again, I am not perfect. I have been to lots of trouble in my life but I can say that I never gave problems to my parents. I am not the type who went out with my peers and not letting them know. I never gave them anxiety or worriness. I think they are the ones that gave me that. I listen to their advises because I was born to follow their rules. They are not strict because they trust me. I didn't do anything that could harm me or worry them because I know that is best for both of us. I follow whatever they see but they let me speak my mind. I know they are my parents but they allow me to decide what is best for me.
I take care of my parents. I treat their problems as my own. I don't leave them when they have problems. I make them feel good. The disadvantage is that, it is hard for me to share my own problems because I know it will just add to their burden. I keep my problems with me or I will share it with my friend. I am a good daughter. I am a good provider for the family. For sure their life will never be the same without me.
Being a Good Sister
We are three siblings in the family. I am the middle child. When you are in the middle, I think your life is worst because you will absorb the problems of the older and you will do the same to the younger. I never become a priority. I have my own as my backup because my mother needs to take care of the youngest. Good thing is that, we three doesn't have any issues. Yes, there are times we have misunderstandings but we always helps each other. I never become jealous of my siblings because I try to be patient and understanding because if I will not be one, it will become an issue. As much as possible I try to be there with them when they need me and they are there if I need them too. If one day I left the world soon, for sure it will be painful for them because they will going to miss me.
Being the Sweetest Friend
I have two best friends but I am closest to one. I am the type of friend who will be there for you and own your problems like I handles my problems. I can be strong for you. I will defend you. I will always make sure you will feel happy with me and make good memories. Again, I'm not perfect. I have my own mistakes ans I learn from it. I cannot be a perfect friend. Sometimes I have my own issues. Sometimes I am stubborn to follow the right thing or right decision,yet I will never let you down. I will be there when you feel alone and no one listens to you. I can be stronger for you to be strong. That is why when I leave the world soon, it will be hard to lose me. I am an irreplaceable friend.
I am a Loving person to Animals
This is surely one of my purpose that I instinctly find out. I never experience having no animals or pets inside our house. We always have pets to take care of. For this reason, I realize one of my purpose is to be that person who takes care of animals. I will become their voice, hero and guardian. I will become their good and loving friend. I can be their parents and I know I took good care of all of my pets from past to present.
Those are the good reason that people living me might miss me when I'm gone. I don't want to be gone soon, but we cannot say it. We cannot predict it. While I am here, let me live the way how God plans me to live and I choose to be happy.
In General, I am a good person following rules of the country, I work fair and earn unfair, lol and I am kind. I guess not all are invited on my last days.
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