I just finished watching a Korean series titled Ghost Doctor, stars Rain nad Kim Bum (Law School). The story is about a Doctor who is in coma and another doctor were possessed by him because of a special mission. I think it is not a product of imagination. Every little detail of the story really could happen in real life. I am not sure on the possessed part but thinking that the spirit of the patient is stuck in the hospital and they stayed there because that is the place they died could be possible.
I hate hospital. I was there when I got ill. I was there when my father got sick. Year 2017 when my father was admitted in Ospital ng Maynila. He stayed there in less than a month. I stayed there for him when he was not in ICU. It was very unpleasant to me.
It was unpleasant because I hate the feeling of staying in the hospital. I hate the feeling of one of your family is ill and the medical bills are piling up. Truly when you are in the hospital, your stress level is on the tantamount amount, and laughing is just an air getting out of your system. The only good news is when you are about to clear your bills, you have money to pay your bills, your patient is of good condition and you are really getting out.
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Another reason, there are real ghost in the hospital. As I told you above, my father got hospitalised 2017. I was taking care of him. Not that I saw ghost or spirit, but I saw something on my peripherals. I find it uncomfortable to sleep in the hospital. If I will try to sleep,it will be on sitting position. I will just shut my eyes and try to give in. One time, I felt that there is someone standing beside me. I kept on checking so it really disturb my peace. There is no one there. Once I closey eyes again, I felt a little kid standing beside me. He is about to poke my nose. Nope, I didn't see him as a kid, exactly and I didn't see him about to poke my nose, I just felt it and it got in my mind that he is about to poke my nose. What really disturbing is when I look around, it was all dim light because everyone is trying to sleep but once I close my eyes, the light is on. What do you call that, it is weird!!
Sometimes when I need to get out of the hospital to go home, my mother will replace me. I don't want to live my father there. I always think that he needs me. While walking out of the hospital, there is always a place that the hallway is dark and silent. I pass through it. While walking, I can feel there are lots of people looking at me. I can feel that they are just standing and I passed through them one by one. They look unhappy. The sorrow in their eyes and the depth of it is what I feel. Of course, I do not see them. I feel their negative energy.
Is there anyone of you experience, not only in the hospital, but some other place like there is someone whispering to your ear, or you will be tap in the shoulder. I know they are spirits. I know there are spirits everywhere. It is just they meddle with the living and it is uncomfortable to me.
However, when I watch Ghost Doctor, it made me realized, maybe they are trying to live with the idea that they already passed away. Maybe they are really unhappy. Maybe they look after us, help us, whisper to us something that we realized something. They exists because they are still valuable spirits. They still have some purpose or special assignment before they really gone. It just made me sad that I felt that the spirit of my father was left in the hospital because that is the place where he died, just like what happened to the ghost in the Korean series Ghost Doctor. Is not like that I see it, but I feel it and it makes me sad.
