Curently ive started to have videocalls with anonymous people of my country for intimate stuff. Its not healthy and i feel so so so so so ashamed of it. But today I felt that im projecting my issues on that side without finding a real solution. i dont want to be a whore or like. ( not shaming prostitutes. Dont misundertand me please). Iunferstood that i need someone to talk abaout this stuff.