a deep moment ... it happens when you stop for a moment after being dug into busy occupational hazards 24/7 ... then it drops on you, right ?

i could summarize in the equivalent of 6000 words i guess ...

atm my escapism :

my heart & soul :

there used to be more ... i think ... but i'm not sure that was in this life anymore - i'm very much un-stuck in time, some things might as well be yesterday as 20 years ago, that's one and the same although i'm not unstuck in space ... there used to be more passions, yes

--- less mental flatline too

... i guess that's fine without the faces, lol ... it's not like her is what keeping me down , she's the last one , i havent even bothered since, not until i can take care of me myself and i first ... it's not like i graduated, got a job and married, stuck to the wife and had seven kids, lol (but i think that stuff only happens on t.v. really if i look around, or past generations maybe)

... always the happy one :)

worries ? if i let my head go there , too many so i don't

escapism ... :)