Hmmm ... i had a serious surge at 15 lol ... that was like the end of my book worm for a while as i started falling in love with about every pretty girl i saw

I was quite the different character, i was, but i've been several since, i think my real bookworm came back only when i quit school (something i still think i should have done sooner b/c the last years in that hell were pretty much a waste of life) and still, although i don't have the peace anymore to sit down with a book, i'm digging up information every single day on whatever comes by i deem interesting. The friends all went though ... all of them, i don't have any people i'd call friend now who were there ... none from the people when i was 20 or 30 either ... a rift in my life maybe but i see everyone growing apart over time really and these days ... i basically live in a screen lol. But my rebel and my obnoxious, stubborn b*****d certainly didnt die HAHA ... and well
the only reason i don't do concerts or trips is money, really its not like i dont wanna ... Age is a matter of the body, that's one part that's hard to fight, otherwise i'm fine being infantile as some rusted "grown-up" people call it ... "take responsibility" usually means "obey" in their words ...

couldn't back then
can't now ... i am the cat after all

and all places are alike to me ;-)

hm, definitely need more coffee, i've found busy again lately and its kinda good but wearing me out as i'm not used to it anymore ,-) good to hear from you again ...
i'll just be
all over the place and then nowhere to be found :)