DEPRESSION SIGNS

     WHAT IS DEPRESSION?

Depression is a major depressive disorder, its a common and serious medical illness that negatively affects how you feel, the way you think and how you act. Depression causes feelings like;
*SADNESS
*MOOD SWING
*HOPELESSNESS
*EXCESSIVE CRYING
*SOCIAL ISOLATION
*EXCESSIVE SLEEPING
*SUCIDAL THOUGHTS
*WEIGHT LOSS OR GAIN
*HALLUCINATION
When words can't describe your feeling to you and your family starts backing down and you start losing focus on things that deem important to you or even actual humans living, you seem not know the meaning of life anymore and you just lose sight of what life really is and then it turns out day and night you love to keep enclosing yourself in the dark rooms of the house just so you can escape reality with some sleep hours.
when you're always loosing yourself in your fantasy world just so you can leave reality, not being able to do anything but ignore the calls and messages from your family and friends not understanding your feelings as a person, not wondering if you're going through pain mentally but only caring about what you're not doing, thinking it's about you not being caring at all and always giving you more reasons to wish you were dead but with all this things done to you, your beating yourself to stay alive and not give in to suicide but when all that happens, you ask yourself where can I actually run to that I can hide from this pain? Cause it makes you feel like nothing is working on your side and then the darkness keeps creping in slowly and you ask yourself these questions.

when will I ever be enough?
when will I ever make it like others?
when will they ever love me well?
why I'm i in so much pain?
when will it stop hurting at this point?
I'm I doing anything for fun in life?
why I'm I avoiding him or her?
why can't I let go of my past?
Do I even have a friend who cares enough about me?
can I even remember what my life was like before I became depressed?

Yes, these questions come into your head even when you're battling and, in that moment, you are waiting for someone to care about you but no they don't do that at all.
you start witnessing the signs of depression growing bigger and bigger by the day. Even the loved ones you thought cared start running away from you cause to them you look toxic.
look below for signs.
SIGNS THAT YOUR DEPRESSED