there's someone i love, a lot to be honest, and i would never leave her alone by any means. but she's not the kind of person that is gonna be there for you when you need it. I've talk with all of her friends and everyone is tired of her just being her. why is that? bc every time she has a single problem she just isolates for a long time, closes all of her social media and just disappears from everyone's life for a month or more. I get it, sometimes you just need to be alone. but sometimes your friends need you, the people you always say you love and mean the world to you trust you, but then you just leave... i used to think she had depression and i tried to be comprehensive and offered all the help i could but she just wouldn't accept it, she rejected psychotherapy bc she "was fine" and "that's the way she is", and that's true, she doesn't express signs of depression she just isolates and doesn't think about anyone but her self (this are her words). So every time she comes back from isolation she tells me she's not gonna do it again bc she loves me, and she understands its not right... and i just... i just forgive and forget...
