It's like study 20 years, work 14 years,
free 5 to 10 years and then what happens?
You die. Is that the life you want?
That's the life many people live.
If that doesn't sound fun to you you have to keep trying you have to change the narratives so if that doesn't sound enjoyable to your life. You need to find what to do to change this if that doesn't sound like the life you want to live then you need to change the narrative your dreams are real your dreams are valid and can happen.
If you're just willing to believe and make the change. You must surely come to bat and it must surely happen. If you're doing good, it will happen. If you believe and work hard on it.