Hello everyone, how are you? Tonight 🌃 is my last night in Bekasi because tomorrow morning I plan to go home because it took me too long so I came to the beautiful shadow of the first meeting.

Migrating to Bekasi is not my life plan, maybe I would be calmer if I had a job in my hometown. The economy in my village is still too difficult so I was forced to migrate so that our lives can continue.

I didn't target the time in Bekasi and today it's been more than eight months living in Bekasi

Tonight is the last night for me so I have a little trouble sleeping so I deliberately stayed up for a while so my eyes would be sleepy or maybe I've been fantasizing too much about my children and wife.

I ALREADY HAVE A PLAN WHEN I GET THERE

It's true that a man's love will change if he has children. That's what I feel now. I plan to leave tomorrow morning, the trip to my hometown will take about 10 hours and that means I will arrive home tomorrow night.

I prefer to arrive home at night, even later I think it's better because I will have more freedom to kiss my child. My child is already a teenager so my child already feels a bit uncomfortable if I kiss him as a sign of my affection for him.

Maybe in his heart he already feels mature but in my heart he is still my little child who I still pamper. He once expressed his embarrassment when I kissed him because but I always emphasized to him that I only have one child and if I am not allowed to kiss him then whose child am I venting my longing for? Do I kiss someone else's child?

SOUVENIRS FOR MY CHILDREN

Later when I get home, many people will joke and ask "you must have brought a lot of money?"

Actually, that question hurts me because they don't know that I came home because my mother forced me to, but I try to use it because they are just joking.

My wife always asks me to bring a little of my milk because my child likes the milk I sell.