We all have special someone.
Freddy Mercury has a "Love of My Life"
Sherlock Holmes has "the Woman"
Lionel Richie has "Lady"
Before I met her, I thought I already met the most beautiful girl in the world back in High School. I was shaken the first time I saw her knowing I was wrong all this time. It was summer of 2004. Youth Camp of our Church in an Island somewhere in Bulacan.
It was cooking time. We are busy preparing for the dinner of our group. She came with one of our friend and our friend introduced her to us. I have this tendency to keep my feeling to my self in order to avoid teasing. I'm a shy type. I just let them pass after we are introduced without any expression of adoration for her beauty and without extension to the conversation. It was like, "Okay, nice meeting you. I'm busy. Bye." I do not focus my eyes on her since she might notice me. I just let that pass... but I cannot forget that instance when I met the most beautiful girl in the world.
At the back of my mind, "It will just pass. Nothing will happen. We are living afar. That's the first and last of our meeting. I will see a girl more beautiful than her." Besides, during that time my heart is occupied by some other girl. So there is no point in getting close to her.
Of course I was wrong. She's still the most beautiful girl in the world.
After that I have frequent meetings and interaction with her and every time we met I keep my feelings to my self and distance my self to her in order to avoid any tease.
