I can't explain to anyone how angry I am after playing chess today.Even as I write these lines, my head is spinning.I feel like I'm in mental pain.I mean, it's hard to accept losing such an easy game.Making just one wrong move towards the end cost me lost.Chess sometimes becomes very difficult.I am just losing my mind! 😇
When I used to play chess using analog code, I would get very angry when I lost.In this modern era, I have played a lot of chess online.Most recently, I played chess on the Lichess board a few times.I posted the games on 3Speak.Today I played chess again on the Lichess board and posted the game again today on 3Speak.
But today is the first time I've been so angry on the Lichess board.This anger is just for losing.I don't understand why I'm so angry and upset about losing today's match.I've been feeling so annoyed with myself for so long time.Playing today's game, I realized that chess not only brings joy, but also causes mental pain to people.
Today's match was very exciting.Coming close to winning and losing was a reason to get angry.I felt like I wouldn't play anymore.Today my opponent was Skolj.To lose in the end because of a mistake.
You can watch the video record of my game and also check it on the analysis board.But I will play to win again later.
Analysis Board
https://lichess.org/VLX8bsR1/black
Image Source: Original screenshot captured during gameplay
Thank you...
