Just be you Sarah, the best version of you; no one, even yourself, could ask more of you than that.

I have been in positions in life where careless retaliation had very serious effects and I learned the power of thinking things through. All those times my father said, just count to ten before you act g-dog, hit home. Yes, pulling that trigger and sending it, can feel momentarily rewarding but when done for the wrong reasons will often have ramifications.

Like I said before, if it's untenable, Hive I mean, do yourself the favour and leave. Your life and wellbeing is not worth the risk. Or stay and be your best version.