Day 59: I realised what the problem has been since I began this last bout of mantras. Basically, I have not been abiding in central channel -nature. I was doing that before and things went much more smoothly.

Day 57: LOL, I'm perhaps running out of explicitly positive things to say about this sadhana while it's being undergone. Major unresolved psychological issues that have remained at bay thanks to expansive

Day 51: I felt that I had to take a good break from this sadhana. It was as if my body was resisting the thought of even doing it, like an allergy. This is even with the counterbalancing practices, such

Days 20 - 22: Some days, this sadhana can become a bit exhausting, given the amount of clearing and also the additional physical workouts I'm doing. I spent a few mala rounds running the mantra from sushumna

Days 17 - 19: Performed Extraordinary Vessel magnet treatments yesterday and the day prior, which helped smooth out some of the clunky tamas in the flows of sushumna. I have grown accustomed to the Saturnian

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Day 16: I'm working on widening chong/sushumna while reciting the mantra. I am also having my ancestors chanting the mantra along with me.

Days 10 - 15: The sadhana has continued as normal without interruption. The mantra feels as if it has merged with my everyday rhythm, in practice, and effect. As before, I still need to make sure I perform

Day 9: Well, last night I slept 10 hours with very heavy dreams. I basically wrote a script for a dystopian sci-fi crime drama in my sleep. Dreams can feel exhausting in a way when they take that kind

Day 8: Saturn flow getting smoother, in a kind of warm golden tonicity. Correction: Saturn appears to be colored charcoal, not exactly pitch black (which is more the void). Set some intentions whilst reciting

Day 7: The past couple of days I've been getting mild but noticeable sensations of light pressure and heat of a 2-inch diameter at the crown of my skull. Since I've been doing a number of sadhanas, I may

Day 6: Deep dream sleep cycles last night. Am experimenting with invoking Buddha nature to assist with trekchod in the mantra. Self-generation as Saturn has an interesting feeling -- the deity is almost

Day 5: Karmas continue to be in my face, althought not abrasively so. I remember now that Namadeva (Thomas Ashley-Ferrand) appeared to me just before bed on the eve of Day 2. Noticing dark (black) detritus

Day 4: Seems that the acute tamas of the first two days has abated, at least for now. Karmic residues are still very much present in my Extraordinary Vessels. The magnet Tx's continue to help (as always),

Day 3: Performed Taoist Extraordinary Vessel coupled magnet treatments and feel much better -- less congestion and gunky feeling. I treated the following vessels: Chong - existential reorganization; Yin

Day 1-2: Well, what a start this has been. Glad to be back in a concerted purification and karmic healing mode! This sadhana is not for the faint of heart. Yesterday, I felt quite heavy in my central channel.