Thank you @owasco!

It was pretty awful, but I think the worst part was how I felt after the reaction when I sent a donation to get superchat privilege's to rectify the lies that were being told. The reason it felt awful was because I regretted sending the donation, realizing it was wasted effort and used to further insult me.

I doubt anyone thinks that. I sure don't. Your posts are excellent, and you are very generous with your comments which usually make zilch.

I just wonder if people think I'm milking the system because of recent withdrawals. I had emergencies financially and had to sell some Hive. I really didn't want to though. Also some people lease HP to milk the rewards system through circle jerking, but my methodology is community based growth, I like rewarding comments and also posts.

My post support has been considerably less than it used to be, so that is what piqued my worries on that. I know that my closest friends here know that I love this place and plan to post for my entire life.

I think if I just work hard and continue posting and engaging with the community, then any doubts that might be out there will cease to be.

I'm trying to get my HP higher, even though I'm powering down. My methods are different than most I guess. Complicate the already complicated? That's me!

You have some amazing coping skills my friend. I am so happy to have met you here!

Thank you for those kind words. Takes one to know one ;) I'm happy to have met you as well! 🤗