Thank you for reading and resonating your thoughtful words @misshugo.
You are wise beyond your years.

Sometimes setting goals to exact change helps, or even rekindling of old goals that worked in the past.

I've made a goal to make a post a day, because it helped me in the past.
It's not easy some days but I know how to buckle down and force myself to work hard when it's not easy.

Finding balance and purpose while dealing with the random chaos of the world is not easy,
but things get easier when we learn to let go of the past.