Hi @itwithsm,
Thank you for your thoughtful and encouraging words!

I didn't state who left who, so I'm impressed with your ability to deduce the kind of person I am. I am not the type to leave a relationship.

If someone loves you , he/she will never left you, It shows the person who left you doesn't love you at all. He/she was with you only for some greed.

I agree very much, and she left me more than once, while being caught in lies, deceitful behaviors, contradictive behaviors, nonsense accusations with no evidence whatsoever, and later I catch her acting out the same exact things she was accusing me of. She left me when I caught her and I refused to take her back after her abusive breakup then begging for me to take her back again. It's a wonder I put up with it as long as I did, and it's a wonder I sustained my plants while dealing with the constant turmoil.

You plant are your friends, as you have said, your mental life effecting them and they are not doing good due to this, You need to do more focus towards them and everything will be okay.

Sometimes life comes with new learning experiences, and sometimes they are not easy to accept, but once we find acceptance and move on with our lives, things get better.
I've come to accept it and move on, and the plants are getting better already :)

Thank you again for your nice comment :)