Thank you for the compassionate comment @fantagira.
I'm a pretty slow healer but I'm feeling a lot better after coming to acceptance, thank you. 💚

I couldn't bring myself to blog while the plants were doing so poorly, but they are coming back to life vibrantly now and my mental health is feeling better.

The great thing with plants as well, is their ability to help us feel better too. When they are doing very good it makes me happy and full of joy, we definitely share energy with them :)