Hello my friend @erh.germany,

I very much enjoyed this post of yours!
There are a couple areas of discussion here that I have been thinking a great deal about lately!

You were lost of terms, in your effort to give an image and a feeling towards the person you would have liked to reveal a truth, it still felt insufficient?

This ^^ is a topic that many simply do not put much thought into, or at least I didn't put much thought into it during my younger years, and so I perceive it as a normal occurrence with humanity, but I could be wrong about that.

Lately when I am asked to describe my thinking, I find myself asking for a moment to think about my response, and when asked why, I say "It's because words cannot adequately describe feelings, so I must search for the specific words to best help you feel what I am feeling through the set of eyes you see the world through, which varies from mine, so I need to choose the words carefully."

Some may interpret this in an uncomfortable way, (and oftentimes do) and I would suggest this is an insecurity of theirs, or an immaturity, or lack of insight, but mostly insecurity.

I appreciate the creatively playful nature of how you communicate with your man and others, as sometimes this is a great way to overcome subtle nuances of miscommunication, and is also a great way for everyone to stay in a good mood :D
I can relate to this way of being because I enjoy random humour at the most unexpected moments and I've become skilled enough at it to make people blow milk out of their noses if I so please... hehe :D

They are even so wise as visibly shape their front gardens into imitations of grave properties. Can you imagine it? Those little properties do have areas with graveled stones and tiny bits of greeneries in between. Preferably shaped into geometric patterns.

It's amazing how humans create geometry that resembles many other geometric patterns, many of which are naturally occurring in nature.
I have done this many times without realization that I was re-creating something that already exists somewhere else.

It further influences me to think of this quote:

"If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” - Nikola Tesla

Thank you for helping add some extra substance in my mind to these topics my friend 🤗

PS. I think of stages of decay with dead loved one's, ewwww gross... 😄