A master gardener has a place in his tribe no matter how able bodied he is, the knowledge and wisdom you obtain is not common, and is highly valuable in a way that really matters.

I'm pretty limited with my connection to real life people and family as well and find current day normal people as very unrelatable, fake, and devoid of real empathy. I don't blame them for it and I feel deep sympathy for them.

Today an ex girlfriend hit me up for a loan because she is having financial problems, I am as well and still managed to get her some money.
She took to ignoring me after she received the funds 😃 after I mentioned it would be nice to have a visit with one another again.

I spent a little while processing my emotions and tried to imagine what it must be like to view others as a meal ticket, what it must be like to deceive and pretend with a smile on the face, what it must be like to have the mind completely hijacked.

Why do I feel deep empathy and sympathy for the morally defunct, I cannot answer that, but I make for a good victim when they realize what I am.

I'm digressing a little.

The point is that we are not in the world we used to be in, and not everyone has the eyes to see this but you certainly do, and the image we've seen in our minds for the future is probably more realistic and dire than staying seated and watching the show unfold.

In my opinion there is nothing wrong with removing yourself from a dangerous environment full of mentally sick individuals, in fact to sit by idly and think things will change, especially when cross hairs are lining up against you is risky business.
Laying down one's life for freedom is not a bad thing at all, so long as there is chance for the sacrifice to exact real change.
Part of the agenda may be for a bunch of "woke" individuals to go gun happy so they can be wiped out and the plan can carry forth...

“The illusion of freedom will continue as long as it's profitable to continue the illusion. At the point where the illusion becomes too expensive to maintain, they will just take down the scenery, they will pull back the curtains, they will move the tables and chairs out of the way and you will see the brick wall at the back of the theater.” -Frank Zappa

I need transportation, and I need to get across the river.
Until I can make arrangements to travel, I am a trapped sitting duck in a country who is labelling citizens as terrorists for their opinions.

I'm not 100% sure what the plan is going to be for myself at the moment, but I cannot discuss fine details and/or make plans over unencrypted connection at this point.