It's your fault, why you give them a chance to hurt you ?..You should stand up for yourself.. you were born alone.. So you have to live your life by enjoying yourself & the company you have..Stop expecting.. And start learning.. 馃槅No you are not bad. People who left don't worth staying. Save yourself for the one who wants you for your weirdness. There is someone waiting for you...and it gonna be awesome just give yourself a little more love till then. <3 <3