A journey is not something that is ever really over. We go until we feel change, but that doesn't mean it is the end, but the beginning of the next amazing part of the journey. That is what I am talking about today. I believe that I have gone full circle, but not exactly. I believe it is more of a spiral.
I am going to start this vlog by saying that this is my personal experience. I do not push my views or beliefs on anyone. I respect others.
I have been born again since I was 15. That is 22 years now that I have been living my life guided by my God. My life through all of the ups and downs, I can see when I was leaning on YHWH or when I was leaning on my self and my own understanding.
I felt like I was pretty strong in what I believed. By that I mean steady. That I had a grasp of what I believed and understood it. That was until about 3 years or so ago, it all seemed to change.
I had been praying hard that God would show me. Just show me. I left it open ended because I did not know what there was to see. After praying many times it finally came to me. I felt that I should start meditating. It was a new concept to me, but I was up for trying just about anything for an experience.
It didn't take long for me to start to feel more connected to the world around me. The plants. The animals. The people I came in contact with. I was starting to "see" their energy, and their place in this world. I began to see my place in relation to everything else. That was when it all changed.
That was several years ago and now here I am. This past month things have changed again. Nothing bad, but it feels like I am moving into the next phase. I feel peace. I feel calm. The need to tear apart the universe and see why it is what it is...is kind of a passing though.
When I say that I have gone full circle, I mean that I have come back around to being steady in what I believe. The difference is with all of the thoughts and experiences that have been added to me. I may have come back around to where I started, but it is not the same place. I view it more like a spiral going up. From the top it may look like the same place, but from the side you can see it is definitely not.
My mind is always going, at least it was. It feels like I am settled, and that now I "see" differently. It was very clear while I was praying that I am supposed to be here. Just BE here. I believe that we are spiritual beings on a human journey, and not humans on a spiritual journey. I believe that there is something more to all of this, and that is what we should be experiencing.
There are so many things that are happening all around us. I'm not talking about what we see on the television. I mean really happening. Take a minute to look outside, and look around. Life is happening everywhere, and it is there for us to experience.
I hope you see this video/post and it encourages you to remember that this is all temporary, and to really make the most out of your adventure. May your journey be amazing!
Be well
~The Yeti
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