Dang, sorry to hear that you got railed so hard. It is a weird thing to navigate. Doing what we think is best given our current ability, only to find that someone thought it wasn't good enough. It would be REALLY awesome if people would stop downvoting and start mentoring. Instead of just injecting what could be perceived as a negative opinion into someone elses post, maybe they could give constructive criticism to help them improve. I'll never forget the first time someone helped and guided me. I still apply their opinion to this day! Don't quit!