Lol, read the Goldman link.
There was no communism in Russia, nor anywhere else that wasn't bombed back into submission by crapitalism.
https://listverse.com/2016/06/29/10-instances-of-anarchist-societies-that-actually-worked/

Socialism uses force to gain compliance.
Communism offers a better deal, instead.

I know the mind warp put on you by those that have controlled what info you were privy to up to this point has your cognitive dissonance dinging loudly, but give those links a read and you can know what has been intentionally kept from you to keep you on the plantation.

You will never find freedom if you don't know that you are a slave.