I can share this feeling with you, indecision is a trauma, and it seems to have no end. Especially when it feels like I'm falling behind. The impotence of not knowing what decision to take is what has caused my sleepless nights. But I feel like I'm running, but I can't reach anything.
Maybe it is better to go slowly?
Unburdening yourself is one of the best ways, here you have done it today, that is a big step, because accumulating so much inside you can be worse.
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