admit to having no idea what I am doing in life.

I'm just a few years ahead of you, but not even a tiny bit wiser. Actually it feels like that "idea" is distancing itself further as I go... well... I once thought I knew... but that just ended up taking me further away from myself... meh

I'm currently going with the hypothesis that not having any idea is actually the best idea?! But while that allows for unbiased discovery, it also makes it way too easy to keep "running from myself"... so I'm probably on the wrong track again...

Oh well, I'll take the next exit that looks interesting to me, see new environments, physically or mentally, maybe it brings new ideas, too. I'm sure it will!