How you or I feel has nothing to do with reality. Facts are facts. They don't care about how I feel or how you feel. The claims you're making have no supporting evidence. That makes them invalid claims. You're still entitled to feel like those things happened, of course. You're even entitled to tell other people they happened. None of that frees you from others pointing out flaws in the claim. I'm not trying to insult you. I tried to be clear that I'm not mad at you and I don't want anything bad to happen to you. You're not a bad person. People fall for things sometimes. It's not a big deal. We're just supposed to let each other know when we've disconnected from reality a bit and think people are out to get us. Maybe that's insulting to you, but it seems more like love to me