Well, on paper yeah, in reality I'm quite lazy with following the principals I set for myself.
It's quite easy to make myself look better in text than I really am, so I do it often unconsciously, but I still strive towards becoming closer and closer to what I would want to be.

Also I'm very good at looking at myself in the 3rd person and through that trying to act accordingly to how I would want someone who I would look up to, to act.
This doesn't make me a super human though, I still make mistakes and end up thinking back like "Why, oh why did I act like that back in there".
It's harder, even borderline impossible for me to see myself in the 3rd person while writing