Damn! Life can be such a bitch sometimes.
I know the feeling trying to do something better, more natural, more healthy and ending up with a result much worst than the average person that just doesn't care.
I am doing some catching up and I just read your post, I wish I had more steem power to help you out. I already had you on my steem auto and I just raised the limit to two posts per day. I am afraid it isn't much but that's all I got.
My best wishes for quick recovery!