Yesterday i make a post about myself, StreetArt and that stuffs.
U can check it out on link below, or don't. Since votes and comments are none i bet thats a shit post.
And two days before that i make a onboarding post to make my homie join, and guess what. Shit support so please if u read this fk off with the onboarding on this monopoly.
Today, Sunday, I woke up in an unbearable bad mood due to the same old problems, those damn financial problems. Tomorrow I have to go to the doctor, and the day after tomorrow I have to have some tests done. I also need money for the X-ray, and absolutely everything has a cost that is beyond my control and creates a damn frustration within me that there is no decent way to drain this bad energy. There is no way I can see this in a positive light, and it's impossible to find anything positive today. I'm sick and tired of disappointing myself and feeling ashamed of diminishing my values and my own self-esteem by asking a friend if he can help me. These aren't things that men do, and this damn situation has forced us to lose even our morals by doing these kinds of things.
