Where do I start? All you have written is so true I even pasted my bus stop because I was engrossed reading.
It's very difficult to find someone you can trust with your secret and if you do they are always the best.

Money, success, and abundance, come into my life with ease, joy and glory.

We learn everyday and this mantras you mention, I love it so much. Thank you for sharing for you have touched a soul today.