I am way too dumb to have an answer for this which I see as a blessing not to worry about it.

If you will fall in love you will fall in love.

Children are imo by no means a guarntee you will not dir lonely.

I dont think my life will benefit of planning my death as I hope I will be done with that quickly,

I think your death will be a reprensatitaon on your life especiallly your last years. If you feel lonely...I think you need to change something if not...you dont.

I found that quote a couple of days ago and I like it and think it is somehow fitting

also I am drunk...