I started thinking about what makes me so special.
I had to think long and hard on myself and do some super hard analysis.
I need something to bring me out of this funk I was in earlier.
Earlier today I was hit with some heavy emotions of sadness out of nowhere (I still don’t know what that was but whatever).
I was laying in bed and out of nowhere something hit me in my core
It lasted for a few minutes but then it went away, I don’t know what it was
(probably subconscious rearranging things again).
It was bugging me all day that I couldn’t explain that feeling or where it came from
1 Determination
I noticed as I was out there it only feels like It was just a couple of minutes.
but it actually it’s been 4 hours I’ve been in the zone working for 4 hours without noticing.
Usually when I want something I always get it, no matter how long it take, it’s just once I make up my mind on something
My body takes over and the chase Is on. I feel like a kid opening up his gifts on Christmas the closer I get.
2 Willpower
I also noticed no matter how impossible It seem I always manage to prevail. No matter how harsh conditions are.
3 Adaptability
No matter where I am, I’m always able to adjust my energy to the environment.
4 Calculation
So how I’m able to analyze a complete setting and come up with a plan within whats seems to be in a couple of minutes.
Once I took a look at all of this, I started to notice how dedicated I was into making myself happy. Then my mind wandered elsewhere
But then I started to wonder if I could do this for me, imagine what I am capable of when it comes to someone else.