When I was in my preteen years, I started to become more fascinated with music. It started when I took my first official music class in 7th grade, back then all we had were woodwind, brass and drums instruments
I played the clarinet, I was always winded after I played. I would always split the reed from using it the wrong way. I figured there has to be an instrument that was not going to leave me gasping for air.
I mainly learn this to get girls in my school (it would bring them but not keep them) from that day forward any instrument I can play with my hands I was good at.
When I got my first CD player, I learn how to burn, I was getting my own songs
I mainly stay in the R&B Section, I listen to a lot of things. I am mainly passionate about music with instruments I can play.
Once I understood how emotions worked, I started analyzing my music. I came to a conclusion that most of the music I was listening to had to do with break ups
Due to the exposure to this music (soundwave/brainwave), I was at in a constant loop of depression. I was living my playlist, due to the fact: that whatever I focus on expands, this playlist
was a mental prison, So after fixing my thought patterns and becoming more conscience of my emotions, I became self aware. I realize music plays a huge role in my life, so I can change my thought patterns to positive thought pattern
Now I spend my days in awe of everything I come across. I enjoy nature and my music, with both I am able to get through the day with ease.
Now I can mentally place myself anywhere and make as real as possible.
