It’s raining outside
Somehow that seems fitting
God is crying with me.
Today would have made 37 years
So many plans
So many hopes
Cut short
There is no longer we-
Only me
But in some ways
It will always be-
Us and We
We raised 5 kids.
We held 8 grandkids.
We made so many friends.
We served in 5 churches.
We worked on our own blueberry farm.
We built a legacy!
There is just too much of us
In our home.
It paralyzes me
And I can’t move on,
So I have to let it go
But I’ll take the memories with me.
I’ve never been alone.
It's hard to face the world
And it’s scary.
At first I was angry,
How could you leave me?
But you didn’t .
I feel you everywhere!
In my kids
In my grandkids
In me.
You rubbed off on me,
And I’m pulling from that strength
And know-how and wisdom.
And I’m going to be fine.
Wherever I go,
Whatever I do,
Whoever I become,
You will always be a part of me.
And I will always love you.
Happy Anniversary!
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Previous posts for this challenge
Day 1: The Pendulum
Day 2: Half In - Half Out
Day 3: Names Will Always Hurt Me
Day 4: Turning
Day 5: No Longer
Day 6: Equilibrium
Day 7: Entangled
Day 8: Shattered
Day 12:Beat Ball WINNING ENTRY! (Intermediate category)
Day 15: The Golden Rule
Day 16: Panic
Day 19: Birthday
Day 20: Bar Room Blues
Day 21:Victory WINNING ENTRY!
Day 22: Just Another Day
Day 23: charming Knights
Day 24: Thank the Gods
Day 25:The Circle of Life WINNING ENTRY!
Day 26:Try Harder
Day 27:Up, Up and Away
Day 28: Grandchild
Day 30: Streams of Life
Day 33:Pep Talk
Day 34: First Steps
Day 35 Passengers
Day 36: Tools
Day 37:Spirit Fruit
Day 38: Perspective
Day 39:Divine Feminine
Day 40: Princess
Day 41: Trading
Day 42: Sky Gazer
Day 43: My Basement is Flooded
Day 44: When Two Spirits Meet
Day 46: Gems
Day 47: Bridges
Day 49: Layers
Day 50: Light
Day 52: Tula
Day 53: Silhouettes
Day 54: Point of vie
Day 55: Hope
Day 56: Feather
Day 57: At Least That’s What They Say
Day 58: Leaking
Day 61: Lift Your Head
Day 62: Make Way
Day 63: Congested
Day 64: Just Kick It
Day 65: Definition
Day 66: Transitions
Day 67: Ellen
Day 68 I Wonder
Day 69: Trinity
Day 70: Palette
Day 71: Daydreamer
Day 72: Call of the Wild
Day 73: Sanctuary
Day 74: Beyond the veil
Day 75: Fallen
Day 76: Marvels of Magic
Day 77: True Colors
Day 78: Ripplers
Day 79: Anarchy
Day 82: Lift Off
Day 83: The Beach
Day 84: Edges
Day 85: Look Up
Day 86: it’s the Path
Day 87: Who You Fightin?
Day 88: Tracks
Day 89: Full Circle
Day 90: Slip-Sliding Away
Day 92: Teetering
Day 93: Day’s Last Breath
Day 95: Uncertainty
Day 96: Reflections
Day 97: Leaning
