plan to start over in another country

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Some 2000 years ago, the historian Tacitus wrong about three Germanic tribe as dirty and slothful. Among these three were the nation of the Fennians. They didn't even build homes, and for shelters in the storm they just wove branches together. As the streets of major cities in California are overflowing with homeless people, with almost endless amounts of federal wildlife of the other side of the states, is it a far assessment to call these people dirty and sloth? I mean obviously you could exempt the disabled and children from this list if you want, but I would offer an alternative as to what is going on today. That alternative is that the people aren't as educated today as they were 2000 years ago in basic survival skills. Oh, they far more civilized than the barbarians of yesteryear. But modern civilization, even since they were little kids, required everyone to be dependent upon the others-instead of themselves. They have become, perhaps, too civilized,domesticated, dependent and thus incapable. Displaced from government or corporations and now rendered homeless, it is, perhaps, far too late for them to learn how to depend upon themselves by their circumstances.

Before my false arrest, I had about 2 weeks left before completing my degree in mathematics with an actuarial background. That was my chance to break into 6 figure income and maybe have some kind of life I had spend over a decade trying to build. Instead after 20 months of being held no bond, I lost my home, I lose my degree, and if my parents didn't come get me I would have ended up homeless. Well, there were a few former inmates who would have allowed me to stay with them-one of whom attended a bond hearing. So convicted felons are better people than state officials.

This country, as far as I can tell, was made for more more social people or for dual income earners. It isn't very favorable to people with autism who tend to be extremely gifted, but with an underemployment rate of 90%. It still is possible to get by with one moderate income, but you might end up in the middle of no where. The middle of no where is really where no one wants to be, especially the autistic who are already cursed with chronic loneliness. We are all social creatures, and the natural desire of man is to leave the wilderness and join a society. It is particularly difficult and expensive to try to do so when your "disability" is a inability to interact with others, and you know no one.

I don't use drugs, I never touched alcohol, I am a religious vegetarian, I rarely cuss, and I never held a woman's hand. If I am physically attacked, I will freeze solid rather than retaliate. I could defend myself, but I know most somewhat same people just need to release negative energy and I know not to further escalate things. Anyways, I was treated as one of the most dangerous people in Georgia for legal mail. There are countless other political prisoners in this country, one of whom I learned ended up with a bond but still has a probation hold. I was in the same holding cells for court as serial murderers. One person had a million dollar bond; 250k for each body. I had no bond set, I was just that Bad. How dare I question the legality of an illegal order. Another beat a murder charge in Dekalb, then that prosecutor went to Cobb to prosecute him there for another, and he already had a life sentence, and reportedly wanted by the FBI for a hit over in Ohio. Yeah, questioning authority makes you a really really bad boy.
My case in the IAHCR is still pending since the tortfeasors acquired qualified and sovereign immunity. The 11th circuit also ruled to starve religious vegetarians who sue so they can eat and the courts punish the vegetarian for daring to file. The last thing the autistic wants to end up is alone, but when when it is court ordered, when they hold you without bond, and they try to starve you to death, when you are forced to lose everything and kicked into the abyss, and having to climb out again risking being kicked back down at any time....only this time with the weight of college debt. And hey, if you do get back up, you try to reach out to others, there is a jail cell waiting for you and they have judicial permission to starve you to death. In the end, there is really nothing that the United states has to offer me. After 6th grade the school forcefully separated me from my peers for being gifted, leaving me heavily bullied. In 8th grade, I met the creator of friendships. And the whole country conspired against me from having a friend. She is the only reason to stay, but the United states chooses to quite literally try to starve speech and reason to death.
I mean sure, if I was offered 70k+ for a programming job (my first agree), I could see staying an extra year and building up some capital to improve my chances of success for after I leave. But even then, it is claimed even if you make $300k in silicon valley you may still end up homeless in the poop filled streets of San Francisco. Just some nice credits, I suppose, for social security down the road-if it is still there. I don't plan to be here for it, statistics shows that I die in the next two decades of illnesses related to loneliness anyways. If I was physically sick, I could claim as much as the treasury as I wanted under obamacare (I refuse to buy it, so technically I can't). But if I were to choose speech and reason to save my life, well that would be forbidden in this country.
It seems that in America, unless you basically hit the lottery of careers, which is more about who you know than what you know, people are struggling. Even dual income earners are struggling. Yeah, it is tempting to say in some cases, you should have thought about it before having kids, stop going to the movies, find a cheaper apartment, stop drinking, etc, downsize your cable/phone bil, etc. My only vice is that I need my friend, and the state tried to kill me over it and pulled a career assassination.
I read reports of people earning over a million bucks a year, and how they are deeply stressed to create 5m in sales a day and how they have no life for themselves. What causes people to seek great wealth and never be able to enjoy life? Farmers are killing themselves out of the poverty from their own occupation. They feed this country, they work far harder than they have to, and they get so little in return. Why can't they say beep it, I am just going to feed myself and my family; declare this isn't worth my time en mass until a shortage of produce yields more favorable prices for them. Likely because of taxes, loans, volatile markets and growing seasons; they are slaves to their taxes, debts and their gambles. I hear about the plight of fathers in the family courts many of whom face homelessness, jail, and suicide-slaves to their court ordered debts. What is it that really makes American special? Why are people dying to come here? What is this land of opportunities. It seems to be like a mythical unicorn rather than fact. When I was younger I moved 1000 miles even expecting to work 2 jobs at $15/hour as the media kept telling us illegals were making, when I got there I could only find $6/hour jobs and the rent was $1400/month, and the tech sector started to lay people off. Even those $15 per hour jobs illegals were allegedly getting were mythical unicorns.
So I started my second degree focusing on being a math teacher, I saw it as an investment and I kind of needed to even if teacher pay was only 34-40k it was enough to barely get by-student loans repayment considered-but I would have the whole summer to code. For most, College is an incredible expensive and many people aren't thinking what will happen after college. Then reality sets in and they find themselves working at minimum wage carrying their student debt, and moving back home with their parents..and that debt is unlikely to be paid, but even under an idr it will still be a stumbling block from trying to leave the nest. They would have been better off if they never went to college. Me on the other hand. Gosh, walking 2 miles each way back and forth to get groceries to save money while going through college. All a waste because of a thug in a blue uniform wanted to screw my best friend.
When I had to move back, I had to litigate pro se two suits. It isn't the thing that you can do while holding down a normal job, so those student loans just keep creeping up and up. Your ability to have a future really depends on the outcome of those cases to try to make you whole. Between motions, I started gardening for vegetables and I spent a great deal of time supplementing my education. And also wondering about what kind of future I would have in this country;that society is ultimately pushing me back into the wilderness from the discrimination and I have no real set of survival skills. I am not a thief, so I wouldn't bother claiming disability of asperger's when it is more about not having the opportunities. I have some past major projects under my belt. They need to be updated and marketed. When I did my math degree with a fresh GPA, my last two years, aside from actuarial, I refused to use a calculator because I wanted the grades to reflect my work-not how well I can use technology. If it shameful that society ostracizes nerdy people to the point they can't even live in a society, but I guess we are too white and nerdy for people to even care even if the autistic do end up 90% underemployed. White privilege, I guess. As far as organizations that try to hire autistic people, most of the time they expect you to move to the city and do a month long unpaid screening. And good luck having your old job when you get back when you leave for a month. It is a large financial drain on a gamble to try to land a job, especially when you haven't coded formally for years up against fresh grads including engineers.
I heard reports of people escaping from their student debts overseas, but not without consequences-like not being allowed a bank account, not being able to return, not getting transcripts, etc. I guess you could say moving there is at 6k/year bonus before taxes are considered. The problem with moving abroad is that there are a whole range of options and also a whole range of different lifestyles. There will be sacrifices made in terms of safety, income, values, and liberty. As a pro-life person, I don't want my tax dollars to fund abortion.So that really eliminates more of the developed nations, aside from Ireland....until they legalized it and where is it probably now funded by the NHS. At the same time, I am a bit concerned about the islamification of Europe and both the rise of nationalism and the violence. We seen what islam just did to Sri Lanka. How about Africa where it is nice and sunny with fertile fields. Africa has a lot of opportunities and a lot of potential. But in south Africa they will kill white homesteaders and take their land, in other parts of they will off peoples arms and legs, there is still slavery going on there, wars tend to be frequent, and witch doctors who kill albinos, and you can literally get ebola to know da wae. How about land that is being given away by Russia, with its safer debt to gdp ratio, where people can grow organic crops. Well that might be too rural for internet, and without access to machinery for crops it could just mean a lifetime of poverty and loneliness-perhaps starvation if your crops rot in storage.

I decided on a particular county in Latin America. Unfortunately the minimum wage is really really bad, like $1-2 per hour. Not even enough to pay for an apartment. I am hoping maybe I can teach; maybe that pays better. But I have plans if teaching doesn't work out, and this goes back to the topic of the article. Rural undeveloped land is still dirt cheap down that way. I think I seen 5-10 acre lots for about 10-20k; I'd buy it now, but i don't trust random internet sites and that much money. Supposedly in the country I am looking at properties with new constructions are tax free for 15 years. So on top of the 6k savings a year, I could probably save another 5000-40000 in rent/ a year if I could build a house. Going back to the first paragraph about the homeless people of today, I am no longer in a position to be a Fennian. Throughout much of the world, homes have been constructed out of mud brick. Alternatively homes have been made with woven sticks called wattel, and then covered in a mud straw [sometimes manure] mix called daub.


source:shadivirsity

Or a wattle and daub house. I'll probably contract out to do a concrete basement, and use the displaced dirt to make mud bricks. The roofing could be thatch, but alternatively a home made furnace could be used to make brick tile shingles. I don't like either idea. But that can be decided later. For Electricity, I'll see about using Solar. I'll probably have to have a well drilled, and a tank for the output. For food, I think I could maybe tend to a garden an hour of the day to have a steady supply of food. Consider that to today's farmer.

For the rest of the day, I probably can work various contracts or pay and earn in crypto. Alternatively, I can stick to my own developments until something I develop catches on. I will only return if my best friend accepts me back, well hopefully by then I can afford something more dignified and she can live with me. I can restart my life in a new country with a solid foundation, a strong foundation built upon myself and my own efforts and I can do the things I want to do.

Yes, it will be lonely and it will be isolating. Other than nominal amounts that's not worth the effort fighting, I refuse to further finance the Us economy. I will not pay taxes to make human chimeras from aborted babies, I will not pay taxes that fund planned parenthood, I will not pay taxes that is used to lock people up, i will not pay taxes that is used to torture or execute innocent people, I will no longer pay for the social prisons that are destroying my people. My new country may not be perfect, but I seen what the united states has changed into and I refuse to support it. It also gives me an opportunity to speak up against corrupt and evil people without the fear and expense of litigation. it also allows me the opportunity to seek my best friend back.

Although the bureau of land management may not like the idea: "there is no reason for anyone to be starving or go homeless in our country". It is the primary result of rot and decay of system of dependence, and a bad omen of things to come. Which reminds me.

For the last month or so, I been thinking of an old story Glenn beck covered when he was still on fox news. It was when the department of homeland security purchased billions of rounds of ammo-Enough for 20 years worth of Iraq wars-for domestic use. You never hear of it anymore, or that the people behind the scheme refused to testify to the congress as to the intent. Whether it was a means of achieving a tax by hurting the supply of bullets is unknown. But one thing we can't rule out is that the federal government has the equivalence of several bullets with our name on them. I think they know whats ahead too.

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