As my last resort
When depression has taken its toll on me
I remembered the bible mum bought for me
Oh old and dusty book
So i opened it casually and peeped to see
"...seek and you will find..."
Thats just what i needed to see
As i toosed the bible aside and began to seek
Everyday i worked harder seeking
And found alot of things, good and bad
And the harder i worked, the more i found
But wait!! Is the bible just logic?
Like science and nature and karma
The more you work, the more you find
Damn you religious people, i see nothing supernatural in logic
I became angry at myself, at mum, at church, at society
For making me believe in a "god" which do not exist
The bible been a logic book of natural principles
No wonder the wicked succed too
So i worked harder and boom!! I became even more succesful
"Gods time is the best" i laughed....
How decietful!! So i work so hard and finally make it and someone now says its Gods time??!!
Damn it!! Its MY time!! I made it happen, i worked..
I was faced with saying the truth and failing or a lie and succeding
"The truth shall set you free"
Truth!! What truth? The truth got martin luther, pope Francis and even Jesus killed
Damn the truth!!
So i told a white lie, and became even more succesful
A lie followed another until the truth became nothing to me
" wisdom is the principle thing"... lol
The bible is just pure logic, so i seeked wisdom too
And when i was at my peak
As rich as i could be, i had all i ever dreamt of
" ye fool, when the owner of your soul comes knocking...."
And so Death called
My money couldnt save me, nor my contacts, nor my job
Then i remembered what mum always did when in distress
I knelt down in tears and opened my bible once more
"Seek first the kingdom of God..." why didnt i see this first
Lord lord! I cried! I seek thee
And for the first time the bible was more than just a book, it became his word
"Confess with your mouth and believe in your heart.." i cried out and then my eyes opened to see it
"I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, and THE LIFE..." "THE"
Meaning there is just one way, one truth and one life...
Who are you lord, i screamed and a voice whispered in my heart
"I AM who I AM""