I am sorry that you are in such situation. At the same time this makes me really glad that I don't have anyone working for me. Art sales may be super rare. And so far they may only cover a small part of my tools/ materials cost. But at least I don't need to worry about debts or paying my employees. So that is blessing in itself.

Funnily enough if I would be insanely rich(like big time millionaire) I would want to invest into creating game based on one of my favorite animes. But even in that case I would only contribute the money and the idea for the project. And moral support of course. I can't even imagine how hard it would be having to invest not only resources but also do part of game creation myself. So you have really taken a huge task upon yourself. I wish you more success and less stress in the future.

is there a game yet? how do i play? ive been hanging in the staking area for like 5 years, its just a scam and no game?

I believe that creating something worth creating usualy takes time. And even huge companies take years and years to make games. So I expecting you and your(I assume) relatively small team to create game quickly and for it to be good at the same time seems rather stupid or at very least shortsighted.